Usually after half a tilt I’m on the floor drunk, but I had three beers last night before I got tipsy. Went to bed and David kept texting me. I dosed off and when Sarah woke me up cuz she goin to bed, I found a picture of him on the bed wishing I was laying next to him. To be honest, I wish I was. I’m falling fast and hard myself. This mornings Scripture was about Job. Yes, I need to uphold my integrity. I plan on breaking it to him… agian. We’ll see if he gets it this time. Oh, I’m such a heartbreaker! Yeah, my own. I need to get Sarah up if she gona carpool.