Well here is where the real test is coming in. I was told to beware of blasphemy. The one i love is failing to prove his love but is laying blame instead. It’s only been a day. Wow. Well i try to be humble, but i do think i am worth more than that. David made me feel pretty. Now when i look in the mirror all i see are my imperfections. This is the hardest thing i’ve ever had to go through. I still think we will work it out. It will just take some time. But what else was we gonna do anyway?! At least i know now there are ppl who case about me. Glad i never laid in front of that train.